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I shattered my phone. Put a good hole in the dishwasher too.
Dad called mad at Mom. Not unusual except I knew this was going to happen. Saw it coming months ago. I tried to intervene too.
The phone call was the epitome of my relationship with my parents.
My Mom told me that she was going on [...]
Jacob, Dad and I went to Louisville and had a pretty good time. We ate at a very packed Cuban Restaurant then played a game called Apples and Apples. Then booze filled night. My first all month I think.
On the way back I kept on thinking that it is time to say goodbye to Ohio, [...]
Kind of strange thing has happened for the last two weeks. I fall asleep sometime shortly after I get off work between 9:00pm to midnight. Then I wake up a few hours later, never more than 4 hours. Then I am awake until 10:00 am then I fall back asleep and wake up for work. [...]
No idea what will happen next. Probably nothing. Sometimes I feel nothing in life is going to work out. That would sum up my last two weeks.
It’s all about money. That is my pure focus right now. How can I make enough to pay all my bills. How can I save money long term. How [...]
Well I made an offer at $18,000.
Whether I talked myself into it I don’t know. But I have always had an idea on how much I would spend on this place and when it was best to just walk away.
Now I wait. My offer only lasts until tomorrow morning. The real estate agent was meeting [...]
I have this mental condition. Always waiting to reach a point of comfortability with a said project, idea or social interaction. Maybe a search for perfection but always delayed.
The thing is whatever I was delaying was forgotten. Often exchanged for something newer and grander.
Anyway I guess it is just waiting for change. So focused on [...]
I had so hoped the cheap solution would work but it did not. Now I am at the crossroads again where dreams (work) meets the hard reality of the lack of capital.
Now I sit with a very unique problem on my hands. I have the future infusion of capital availible. So do I bide my [...]
Man things just keep getting more dramatic. I fell asleep after the Blazers-Suns game, a great one I might add. After about three or four hours of sleep I wake up from a strange nightmare. It was strange because it was so personal. Like my realest fears were coming true and delivered by people I [...]
Well tonight was probably the most interesting night in my lifetime. I can’t even begin to explain the tension. It all came to a head in the most disastrous way.
Maybe I will write about it someday. It was like some crazy scene from a movie, or trashy TV show. But it all came down.
I don’t [...]
So the drama that has been at the forefront of the family for most of the summer (if not the past 5 years) has had yet another blockbuster episode.
See my brother takes these medication for bi-polar, of which I have voiced my opinion against many a time. Instead of using them the proper way he [...]