Politics, Music, Sports and I like to whine about my life too.
Well they kicked me off of Operation Sports.
I got infractions for political discussion.
One of things that always bugged me about that site was a pro-american, support the soldiers, was never seen as political. Not that I disagree with that statement in anyway. I just think it is overtly political. If you have flag waving people [...]
Well I learned that the Army and military services are stocked quite well.
In fact the recruiting is in surplus.
So, cross one option off the list.
Well the onset of age. Turning 29. On the path to getting back to the things I love.
Music – I have found the perfect niche. Taking a lot of lessons from Bert Jansch. I feel very happy with my current direction. The music feels like me. It took a really long time to get to [...]
Well today was a day full of half-hearted nihilism. Just the feeling that my life is fairly pointless. The laying in bed all day Sunday probably didn’t help.
I am just waiting for my lungs to recover (still feel sick, scared of pneumonia). Along with my house plans to fall into place.
I actually played Dragon Age [...]
I lack concentration when it comes to anything creative. Strange how quickly the flames burn out. About a year ago I was writing songs at a pace I was very happy with. Words were easy. Now they cease to be easy.
Bludgeon.
I sometimes think to myself that I finally grew out of that stage. Out of [...]
I have so much to say but out of respect to my fathers wishes I don’t. I have page after page written about this summer. I would have posted every single sentence except my Dad said he didn’t want me to.
And that is where my father and I are very very very different.
Everything I write, [...]
I have this mental condition. Always waiting to reach a point of comfortability with a said project, idea or social interaction. Maybe a search for perfection but always delayed.
The thing is whatever I was delaying was forgotten. Often exchanged for something newer and grander.
Anyway I guess it is just waiting for change. So focused on [...]
I came home after work Friday and fell right asleep. It is now 4:00 am on Saturday. Yawn.
I was originally going to meet with Rick and Susie here at Milo today to discuss the future. But I just don’t know if I have it in me to try again. Slowly I have been stripping away [...]
Back to work. Day went fast. Hard to believe the day is done with.
I listened to “This American Life” at work and it was a show on bait and switch. I love this radio show. It is so nice to basically do what I was doing and now I get paid $10 an hour to [...]
Well I had $300 worth of parking tickets from Wright State when my 1991 Ford Explorer died in Lot 4. I appealed the tickets, even sent pictures of the vehicle up on the trailer that me and my Dad removed the vehicle with. They denied the appeal. So $300 more dollars until I get my [...]