Politics, Music, Sports and I like to whine about my life too.
Every year I get the hopes up that everything is going to fall into place and I can write this story.
But one of the features is a problem. Because I must rely on programmers, developers and hard work from all across the world.
So far it hasn’t worked out yet. Every year something just a little [...]
Jacob, Dad and I went to Louisville and had a pretty good time. We ate at a very packed Cuban Restaurant then played a game called Apples and Apples. Then booze filled night. My first all month I think.
On the way back I kept on thinking that it is time to say goodbye to Ohio, [...]
Kind of strange thing has happened for the last two weeks. I fall asleep sometime shortly after I get off work between 9:00pm to midnight. Then I wake up a few hours later, never more than 4 hours. Then I am awake until 10:00 am then I fall back asleep and wake up for work. [...]
No idea what will happen next. Probably nothing. Sometimes I feel nothing in life is going to work out. That would sum up my last two weeks.
It’s all about money. That is my pure focus right now. How can I make enough to pay all my bills. How can I save money long term. How [...]
Well I got word back from the owner and he isn’t looking to sell right now. In fact he is in the market to buy.
So there goes my plan. I am here until April. During this time I don’t know what I will try. I pay $600 a month for rent and utilities here. That [...]
I thought I had it all figured out. But the last few days I have felt confused and unsure of almost everything.
I don’t know if it is just a fleeting phase of indecision or the very real disillusion of myself.
I hope I can purchase this home. That pretty much decides everything else. I know I [...]
I lack concentration when it comes to anything creative. Strange how quickly the flames burn out. About a year ago I was writing songs at a pace I was very happy with. Words were easy. Now they cease to be easy.
Bludgeon.
I sometimes think to myself that I finally grew out of that stage. Out of [...]
Last night after work I had 1/2 inch of water in my bathroom.
Well today three handy men came to my new place. One at 8:30. And my cable got installed.
Then I took a mighty nap.
Now I have to do pretty much all my laundry.
I emailed the guy I am renting from about the price of [...]
This continues to be a running theme in my life. I just want a place of my own. A small efficient place where all my stuff will be. A mailing address that doesn’t change.
The house (bungelow) I was so excited about is being sold to someone else. I am not sure if I had the [...]
Thanksgiving went pretty well. Actually a lot better than I thought. Maybe it was the Stroh’s but I didn’t feel nearly as uncomfortable as I thought. (Edited sentences – here). I am very thankful for what I have and had. I hope things are getting better for everyone I know and care about. That is [...]